• And another ☝🏾. My precious babies. How did Harper grow up so fast! She looks 6! Slow down baby! #pictureday
  • TBT The outfit that started my love affair with @suakokobetty. This was 7 years ago! On Saturday I’ll be chatting momprenuership with Suakoko Betty owner @iamcharlenedunbar at the @craftsavvymarket. Event is free! Plus you can shop @supermomculture and 25 other handmade vendors. Time flies! I’m still desperately trying to fit back in it! My goal for 2020!
  • Fall school pics are in and Peyton made mama proud! Low key annoyed they cut off her beautiful puff. It’s good to see all my hard work taking pics for the blog have paid off in these school pics. picture day hack: stick to a tried and true hair style. I tried something diff once and Peyton looked like Kid from Kid n Play. I didn’t even order any. Don’t do it!
  • Getting ready for our first vendor sale at @craftsavvymarket in Atlanta this Saturday! I’ll have hoodies, tees, bags and a few new items 😆. Special discount st the event. Plus your girl will be sharing her story about her entrepreneurial journey!  Event is free! RSVP to enter to win $50! Follow @craftsavvymarket for details! PS. I lost my GAP folding skills. Judge your supermama 😂
  • Me busting into 2020! Amazing day at @cantuxcurlboxmasterclass19! So many gems from @myleik @meccagamble @thefinancebar @theamonyee today! These ladies didn’t come to play. Real talk from start to finish. I’ll share my takeaways on my stories later but @cantubeauty commitment to insuring we take action and holding us accountable is what I needed.  Time is up for going to events and not taking action.  I’m ready! 📷 @daynabolden. Hat from #targetstyle Jeans #fashionova
  • Some weekend project inspiration! Cleaned out my kitchen cabinets to get ready for the holidays.  Details on blog https://heytrina.com/kitchen-cabinet-drawer-organization/
  • We’re taking neon right into winter! I saw @funmiford with this coat on a few weeks ago and ordered it the next day.  Wouldn’t you know, it matches my @supermomculture hoodie perfectly! Consider this my winter uniform. Details and links are on the blog heytrina.com. Link to hoodie in my profile. 📷 @kaynjames
  • Nobody:
Me: Let me clean out all my kitchen cabinets along with everything else going on 😆. I actually enjoy decluttering (my spaces, not others). Swipe ->. My mind feels at peace when spaces are clean and organized.  Ever since @pinchofhelp did my master bathroom, I’ve been on a mission.  I’m not good like her but I stalk her IG daily for all her tips and before & afters.  My kitchen is (almost) ready for Thanksgiving! Please send positive vibes on the rest of the projects we have going on 🙏🏿. Details on the blog. Link in profile #heytrinashome #babyshopahome
  • Doing a mini extreme home makeover just in time for the holidays! Shout out to Mr for speaking my love language and getting ish done in the house (wife porn as @snackswithjack calls it 😆). This past wknd he knocked out our 20ft foyer and hung my new chandelier! It was like watching the Berlin Wall come down 🙌🏾. Also thankful that we didn’t have any incidents on this scaffold 😓. I was so happy when they picked it up cuz my nerves were so bad. We still have a lot more to do but we’re chipping away.  Make sure you watch my stories for updates.
  • Peyton as Cecilia from Decendants. Instead of a wig I used a clip in ponytail.  I may use it in the future for myself if I’m feeling feisty. She went to school as Run DMC because she was unsure if they could dress up or not.  Can your kids dress up at school?
  • What am I? If you don’t know ask your elementary & Jr high kids. #andioop #sksksksk #savetheturtles #halloweencostume
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Mommy Be Back: What I Learned Being Gone This Summer

August 9, 2018

I’ve literally been OTR (On the Run) all summer.  I was blessed to with the opportunity to represent Dr. Miracle’s in 11 cities (in 9 weekends) in addition to other engagements that required my travel.  So basically my summer consisted of me leaving my family every Friday and Saturday (and sometimes Sundays).  This is the most I’ve traveled in my life.  In my 20’s when I was a young whippersnapper trying to climb the corporate latter I only traveled one week a month at most.  Having a husband and two kids, traveling is not the same.  I wanted to share what I learned from this experience of being a jet-setting mama.

When I had Peyton I never wanted to leave her.  When I went back to work after maternity leave, she stayed with my mother and I would go see her on my lunch break every day.  I would leave straight from work to pick her up.  I was extra.  I didn’t spend a night away from her until she was one year.  I cried all the way to the airport.  I was leaving my baby!  How would she survive without me?  I came back and cried again.  I felt guilty for leaving her (but I had fun).  As she got older it was easier to leave but I still didn’t leave that often.  Maybe twice a year.

Fast forward to the year of our Lord, 2018.  When I was contacted about this opportunity to go on tour I was excited but quickly remembered I had two kids.  How was I going to leave them? Could my husband handle it? They need their mama!

The first trip I was only gone 24hrs.  No one cried when I left. I came back with a sinus infection. I’m not built like I was in my 20s.  Kids were excited to see me. After the 2nd trip away the kids were like PEACE Mommy! Peyton would get on the bus for school and I would let her know that I would see her Saturday evening.  She would say ok and get on the bus.  Halfway through the tour, the girls were like “Oh, you were gone?”  I swear they threw more of a fit if I left them to go to Target alone.

So here is what I learned:

  1. Kids will understand.  The first couple of times they may throw a fit but then they learn that “Mommy will be back”. They eventually understand you are coming back.  Just like adjusting to dropping them off at daycare, kids will soon understand.
  2. Husbands/Fathers can handle it.  First let me say they don’t do it like you do but at the end of the day, your child will be safe and feed.  One time I called my husband at 8:30pm and they were just eating dinner.  We normally eat at 5pm. It wasn’t on my schedule but they ate.  They may also look like a well put together mess but at least they are wearing clean clothes.
  3. Kids become more independent. I swear my girls can do so many more things for themselves this summer. Harper has even tried to make her own PBJ (she’s used to 5pm dinners).  I even potty trained Harper this summer.  Mister even kept it up while I was gone.  Now Harper goes on her own and (may or may not wash her hands).
  4. I needed this time away.  I’ve been home full time with two kids for almost 3 years.  No nanny, no sitters.  Just me 24/7.  I hold it down Monday through Friday while my husband works with no breaks.  Traveling gave me time to relax, work and eat without interruptions (and gained 10lbs).  I was feeling like a queen not having to cut food, pick utensils off the floor or run to the bathroom every 15 minutes.

During this time alone I felt like me again.  When I say “me again” I’m talking about being a person outside of motherhood. For 24-36 hours I was able to just worry about me for a change. I didn’t have to drive, cook or clean.  I knew my kids were being taken care of by Mister and I could do what I had to do.

I remember when some of my friends had to travel for jobs or take trips I always said I couldn’t do it.  I thought they were crazy for wanting to leave their kids whether they had to or just wanted to.  Now I get it.  We need it.  We are not men but they don’t think twice about leaving.  My husband works late almost every night.  Does he feel guilty? No, because he is doing what he needs to do knowing that I’m holding it down.  It’s ok for him to do the same for me.

I’m saying all that to say, it’s ok to take time for yourself, even if you have to travel alone.  We need time to reboot and recharge.  This is self-care!  Moms’ work hard and we deserve a break.  Just make sure your kids are in good hands.  I’m living my best life this fall!  I’ve got a few more trips booked with and without the kids.  Make sure you follow me on Instagram to keep up.

Do you travel without your kids?

  • Ranesha Mann
    August 9, 2018 at 7:40 pm

    Thank you soooo much for this!!! The guilt is real but honestly I need to do this!!!

  • @mycandishoppe
    August 9, 2018 at 9:23 pm

    I’ve traveled a good amount without my kids and every single time, I don’t like it. LOL… it’s just not for me!! I’ve talked to other Moms to get tips and I’ve discovered I’m doing ALL the right things… I just do not like being away from home base. I know we need it as Moms and it can definitely be refreshing but it hasn’t gotten easier. It may never get easier but I’m okay with that too…

  • Lauren
    August 10, 2018 at 9:52 am

    The guilt can be real, but you are right! Thanks for sharing and keeping it real! Your honesty is appreciated.

  • Nakia Echols
    August 10, 2018 at 11:14 am

    This post is everything! I too struggle with being away from my kids but during the rare occasions that I do, always come back feeling energized and refreshed. Impossible to have that feeling if you never leave the environment thay creates the need for it!

  • Nakia Echols
    August 10, 2018 at 11:15 am

    This post is everything! I too struggle with being away from my kids but during the rare occasions that I do, always come back feeling energized and refreshed. Impossible to have that feeling if you never leave the environment that creates the need for it!

  • Shilene Aaron
    August 11, 2018 at 5:29 pm

    Like the other mom’s I struggle with guilt when I have had to travel for work. I’m a control freak and need to know what’s going on, when etc. now it’s easier with FaceTime etc but I drive my hubby crazy and he’s like if you don’t enjoy yourself! No, they don’t do it like us but we deserve some time away. Everything you said is so true. They will be just fine!

  • Leimom
    August 14, 2018 at 9:01 am

    Thank you for this post…..I have been a single mother for years 14 years and whenever I would go with my girlfriends I would always feel guilty, but I realized that my daughter now has her own life and I have been left behind. I also understand what you meant about being “me again”. It is fun to be able to only care, think, feed and cloth only yourself for a small moment and then get back to reality of being an AWESOME mom.

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